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Don't Break, Don't Break My Heart....

Sat Jul 18, 2009, 12:10 PM

Don't you hate it when you think everything is perfectly fine and then something happens that makes everything come up to the surface to show you that in fact nothing is fine? That everything is still wrong?
Don't you HATE it?
I mean, what happens then? When people go through your shit and pull out the stuff that was buried and hidden. When you find out, that you're somewhat thankful for that. When your heart feels like its no longer beating. When you feel like you're just sitting in a cold, dark corner crying and no one is there to dry your salty wet face?
Don't you HATE it?
Or what about when you look in the mirror and stare at your face and despise what you see. Or when you have to fake a smile to everyone you love just because you know that your problem will never be solved. Or what about when you finally realize that nothing is ever going to go right anymore and that this said problem, is going to destroy you.
Don't you fucking HATE it?

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*Divulged Jul 18, 2009, 4:52:15 PM

Yes, that would be something to hate. What happened?

~TheRavenBorn Jul 19, 2009, 2:37:09 AM

My entire family seems be having that problem ever since we moved to Washington. . .had a nice house. . . now I live in a trailer house trying to sell the 'nice house'

what happened to you?

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~TrustSexySnape Jul 19, 2009, 5:59:52 PM

yeah, that kind of sucks. a lot. but you need to get through it. there are worse things, even if you don't want to admit it right now.

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~SonofDracul Jul 23, 2009, 1:40:24 PM

Yeh. We know all about that; in and out of three different homeless shelters in about a year, always at the time just when we were aout to make the best of a situation, just when we were able to make it, someone does something and we are back in the mix, back on the street. . .so Life is a Bitch and there's no getting around that , and all I've said may not be in the same line as what may (or even may not ) have happened to you. . . And I won't all myself a friend, but you have sparked my interest . If you want, can you tell me what happened?

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